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Janice Anne Wheeler's avatar

Nice to hear from someone who relates so well, Larry from the Cruiser's Net said the same. Patience is a virtue for certain.

Thankbyou as always for chiming in. It's a pleasure. J

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Scott Corner's avatar

“She’s worth it,” I told him, smiling but abraded by his overstep. “This is my home.” (J.W., 8/4/24)

Lately, when I read your posts and think about the scale of your task (and the fact that it will wind down), Trace Atkins' "You're Gonna Miss This" comes to mind.

You're gonna miss this

You're gonna want this back

You're gonna wish these days hadn't gone by so fast

These are some good times

So take a good look around

You may not know it now

But you're gonna miss this

"On the last day of the year we stood on rearranged scaffolding, mentally preparing ourselves to keep tackling and jousting, bracing against the wind and for the repair tasks at hand, ..."

There is such a tug and a pull with a task that is larger than ourselves, that we want to finish right now ... soon ... sooner rather than later. Fatty Goodlander once wrote, "Only build a boat if your ultimate payoff is building a boat. If you want to get to sea, there are far easier and cheaper ways." And yet, "What's in the way is the way ..." You are regenerating a living thing, linked to the past through people and nature (I dare say that there are timbers in Steadfast that were living trees during the Civil War; perhaps the Revolution and before). You are blessed to become part of her. Not just her history, but a soul linked to her future through posterity's past.

I'm feeling the itch. Maybe a small tender or slightly larger rowing boat (something I can hide from my wife before she realizes what's happening - ha ha). But the real question is how? And how long? I often say, "Modern methods for modern boats." But I have that itch to immerse myself in that creative process that does not lend itself well to timeframes and deadlines - going slow to go fast. In some small way to place a piece of my heart and soul into a creation that transcends us. There is nothing quite like launching a boat you built yourself. The "joy of slowing down".

I remember the sadness I felt when I finished the oars, the final woodworking task on ALKI. (She's stitch-and-glue, so the genuine woodworking projects - cutting bevels, shaping wood, shavings, rather than epoxy dust - were moments to treasure.) Standing there, looking around the tent where I'd spent the better part of four years, where I'd spent COVID, and just like that, I was done. It was so abrupt. All the planning, preparing, rearranging, tackling - and suddenly it was time to go sailing - a truly joyous affair, but different.

You are not Sisyphus when you are fortifying yourself to tackle and joust and brace for "...areas I will never see again..." These too, "... are some good times ..."

Happy New Year and Cheers!

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